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Purposeful Waiting

Lamentations 3:25
“The Lord is good to those who wait for Him, to the soul who seeks Him.”
Waiting is difficult. So much so that waiting on the Lord seems almost unbearable. Because of my fallen nature, my mind is consumed with self, focusing on fulfilling the desires of my own heart rather than walking the path of righteousness that the Lord has set forth in front of me. Why? Because I assume that the plans which I create for myself are better than the plans of the One who created me. The Lord knows the desires of my heart, He placed them there purposefully. If only I would surrender them to Him, waiting on His good and perfect timing would not become such a heartache. I would not have to bear the consequences of wrongful decisions because my reliance and trust that the Lord is going to provide for me will prevent me from falling into the lie that compromise is okay. Compromise is the enemy receiving victory as I settle for less than what the Lord so desperately wants to give me if only I would wait on Him. I have been reminded almost daily for the past two weeks to wait. I constantly find myself questioning the reason why I am to wait but the conversation never continues past that four letter word. However, through the waiting, I have found refuge in the arms of Jesus because when I seek Him during this time of uncertainty, He becomes my strength, my strong tower. I have come to the realization that this state of neediness is exactly where the Lord wants me to be for this is where He is able to mold and shape me into the image of Jesus. This is where His Holy Spirit can be poured out into me as I willingly surrender my desires for His glory, watching as I wait how He brings to fruition what He has asked me to lay down. 

Application
This week, I will write Lamentations 3:25 on a bookmark and use it while I am reading as a reminder to wait upon the Lord. 

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