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Peace, Be Still

Psalms 46:10
“Be still, and know that I am God.”
With less than one week left in Uganda, I am faced with the dire fact that a flood of goodbyes awaits me. How do I say goodbye to a country that I have fallen in love with over the course of is months? Be still. How do I readjust to the American way of living without falling back into habits of old? Be still. The Lord has given me the comforting words of Psalms 121:8, which has given me the strength to be confident in knowing that the Lord is in control, promising to preserve me in my coming and my going. Saying goodbye has never been and will never become easy, but there is peace in knowing that the Lord has confirmed the end of this season to begin the next. There is peace in knowing that it is not goodbye, but see you soon. There is peace in the stillness of trusting that God’s plan for my life is always in my best interest even heartache is involved. I remember quite fondly a time where I was not interested in coming to Africa and I remember quite fondly the moment I realized that the Lord was calling me here. How much greater was His plan than my own! As I look back on all that the Lord has done in and through me during my time on the field, I am in awe. I am in awe that He would take my broken pieces and use the people of Uganda to help in mending them back together. I needed Africa more than Africa needed me and I am so grateful for the opportunity to have bene poured into by the people who, everyday, selflessly serve those around them with the heart of Jesus Christ. 

Application
Today, I will reflect on what the Lord has done in my life and write three changes that I have found most prominent.

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